Friday, September 16, 2005

Again...

another meeting up...

you told me that you wanted to see me... and i guess i missed you too... and finally you came, you were standing right in front of me... and i had to pretend that i had no feeling...

i tried to be as COOL as possible, but towards you... i hardly can say NO to you...

i wanted to say NO when you wanted to smoke in my room...
i wanted to say NO when you asked me to cook indomie for you...
i wanted to say NO when you asked me to move your car...
i wanted to say NO when you asked me to take your bag from your car...
BUT... i didnt...

i even wanted to say NO when you were to leave...
i didnt as well...

why is it like this...? i thought you no longer important to me... and i really thought that's true!! now, you are not here, but i am now sitting on the chair that you sat this afternoon... and recalling our afternoon... and i am only having your left over Dunhill Lights box with me...

i miss the way you spanked my ass and asked me to do something...
i miss the way you wrestle me when i didnt obey you...
i miss the way you named me BB...
i miss the way you smiled at me...
i miss your Armani Mania smell...
in other words...
I MISS YOU!!!!

which is... absolutely wrong...

i feel that i am just like a thief... knowing that doing something is wrong, but i cant help... i am doing it...

please ask the police to arrest me!!

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